Things

Things that can cheer me up when im really f*cking depressed

- Buying new jeans
- Chocolate eclairs
- A bath
I dont have a bath.

- Raspberry tart
- W e e d
hm...
or maybe it’s just the way it makes me forget about you for a bit.
my friend let me use their bath for an evening and i got in, waded for 15 minutes, then remembered i just got a new tattoo and had to get out
so...
that didn’t work.

- Tattoos
- Simon and Garfunkel’s bridge over troubled water record
- Going for a walk in the woods
I live in a city, would I be happier if I lived in the woods?

- Grey’s anatomy or desperate housewives or any show where all issues would be resolved with decent communication
no jeans fit me at the store ffs

- Playing simulation games
- S e x (but i’m not having any)
i tried to listen to the simon and garfunkel record the other day, but when I went to put it on, I remembered how you helped me pick my record player after the last one broke, and the hours spent looking online, and laughing at the store manager trying to sell me a system worth twice my rent, so... i guess im crossing that one off the list too.

- Crying
crying helps.

- Getting a funky color haircut
you know, on second thought, i- i think s*x might also just be me trying to forget about you.

- Any bon iver or billie eilish album on repeat
my sim got broken up with

what

the actual

fuck.

im going for the trees.